a house of cards in a hurricane
its been quite a hectic week ! and TGIF, but it also means one week to prelims.
going to school is such a chore now, with remedials almost every day after school. thank God ive been kept out of chinese remedial. heaves sigh of relief. still thankful for Your patience and love. (:
been signing a lot of teachers' day cards lately, and i realise ive been using "thanks for your patience" quite a bit. come to think about it, teaching is actually quite a tough thing to do, be it within a classroom or anywhere else. its just so demanding on your patience ! am exceptionally thankful for patient people around me, cuz its a virtue i really cant grasp.
being sick for a prolonged period is really sucky, cuz it saps a lot of strength and energy really quickly. i dont know if its just me, but i realised how incredibly short my attention span can be. frustrating. speaking about being frustrated, i realise ive been rather foolish to be frustrated about the strangest things lately. its actually laughable, thinking about it.
its quite a wonder, how i can actually laugh it off and talk about it like it doesnt mean anything to me at all now. not that i'm putting on a false front.
i think about reciprocity; in every way - requited love, care, friendship.. and it definitely isnt easy to keep such relations from turning sour. then, i realise, how we tend to give up on some things too easily, well there's definitely the other end of the spectrum, where people hold on to things so tightly even when they know it wont work out. its actually plain folly in their different ways, so much that theyre probably too blinded to realise how badly they were handling the situation.
i'm glad You came to remove the wool that i'd unknowingly pulled over my own eyes.
i'm so glad i got to talk to you ! frankly, was worried sick cuz of your strange absence from msn for such a long time. and since my phone is whack, your calls cant get thru either ughh. but anyhow ! really really glad that youre doing well. an exciting journey lies ahead eh ? beams. keep going mister JK !
moving soon !
i deserve nothing.
but i have Everything.
[:
going to school is such a chore now, with remedials almost every day after school. thank God ive been kept out of chinese remedial. heaves sigh of relief. still thankful for Your patience and love. (:
been signing a lot of teachers' day cards lately, and i realise ive been using "thanks for your patience" quite a bit. come to think about it, teaching is actually quite a tough thing to do, be it within a classroom or anywhere else. its just so demanding on your patience ! am exceptionally thankful for patient people around me, cuz its a virtue i really cant grasp.
being sick for a prolonged period is really sucky, cuz it saps a lot of strength and energy really quickly. i dont know if its just me, but i realised how incredibly short my attention span can be. frustrating. speaking about being frustrated, i realise ive been rather foolish to be frustrated about the strangest things lately. its actually laughable, thinking about it.
its quite a wonder, how i can actually laugh it off and talk about it like it doesnt mean anything to me at all now. not that i'm putting on a false front.
i think about reciprocity; in every way - requited love, care, friendship.. and it definitely isnt easy to keep such relations from turning sour. then, i realise, how we tend to give up on some things too easily, well there's definitely the other end of the spectrum, where people hold on to things so tightly even when they know it wont work out. its actually plain folly in their different ways, so much that theyre probably too blinded to realise how badly they were handling the situation.
i'm glad You came to remove the wool that i'd unknowingly pulled over my own eyes.
i'm so glad i got to talk to you ! frankly, was worried sick cuz of your strange absence from msn for such a long time. and since my phone is whack, your calls cant get thru either ughh. but anyhow ! really really glad that youre doing well. an exciting journey lies ahead eh ? beams. keep going mister JK !
moving soon !
i deserve nothing.
but i have Everything.
[:
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