all i'll ever need

i like this picture alot. it doesnt signify ignorance as bliss, but an absence of worry in spite of all things. sleeping amidst the storm. look at that dreamy smile. hahahh. and we can only do that when Youre at the helm. [:

havent been blogging in a long while, (or what seems like a long while). but life's pretty much the same, only for the fact that i'm sick. agm was just over today, and i must say ive got pretty mixed feelings. no satisfying yay-i'm-finally-liberated feeling, but no reluctance in passing down my duties either. am rather confident that the juniors will do a job heaps better than i did.

interview at sp was quite the waste of time, with them asking rather duh questions. know they probably arent very keen about accepting me, so i'm not really intending to send them my testimonials and stuff. dpa prospects to tp are rather slim, cuz there's no news from them even until now. rather discouraging, since the 8week course is really appealing. its alright ! there's greater stuff in store. (:

got two more piercings yesterday. was more painful than i remembered. was quite a traumatic experience for the second hole, cuz the lady washed the dot she marked on my ear off with the alcohol solution. zz. that probably spells the end of all my piercings. on my ear, anyways.

injured my left arm. during pe yesterday. slid (rather unglamly) on the wet grass while playing soccer with the girls. strange that its an arm injury ? nah. thats cuz i put my left arm out (rather stupidly, but as a reflex i guess) to break my fall. or slide, rather. now my entire arm feels weird. along with my shoulder, too.

the more i know, the less i want to.
i'd thought that i should take more inititative to know, but now i realise i dont really want to. its just so hard. now i realise i'm uncomfortable everytime i'm a member of audience of your conversations. i guess we're all flawed in one way or another. the trick is to love and accept the person whose flaws may be intolerable.
it's made me realise, how much i should appreciate your boundless love.

is that all there is ? then investment in this isnt worth it.

teach me how to love the way You do.