not merely a memory.

forget textbook explanations. it still stumps me. the only pattern ive realised is that they dont have God in their lives. perhaps thats why.

i love my sheep.



the week's been rather hard to bear, with the usual throbbing headaches evolving into sharp pains that visit at every whim and fancy. thank goodness they dont seem to like the idea of having my head as a home very much.


heritage day wasnt much fun, was hectic, and the food made me nauseous/uncomfortable. tummy isnt functioning very well lately, think its probably cuz of all the antibiotics for my eye. didnt wear anything funky this year, (which explains the lack of photos) unlike the past 3 years, when (i think) i wore a different costume every year. guess i decided to be a tad more boring this year. okay lets rephrase that. laziness was most of what motivated this. sheepish grin.


wangyan and cher-e got messages from NP for interviews for DPA. really happy for them. its such a rarity, seeing someone with a perpetual smile on his face and prancing around everywhere, evidently unable to contain the joy. its nice what joy can do, bringing out the people deep inside we never knew we were. must admit that it hit a raw nerve, cuz i havent gotten any news, but i'm still keeping the faith [: maybe God has something else in store.


whenever i listen to a great ballad with really sweet lyrics, it really makes me go aww on the inside, cuz i know its God saying it to me more than any other tomdickharry out there.

it just gives me such a warm fuzzy feeling, to know that God wrote all those wonderful songs and poems just to serenade us.

[:

stay with me, and hold me close