no one else will do.

i totally adore this. it mirrors my sentiments.

really thankful for my shepherd, and for the efforts she makes to shepherd me. most of today's talk was really fruitful, and i know i always leave shepherding feeling like ive learnt loads. thanks yvonne ! youre probably one of the biggest blessings in my life. smiles.

today's message hit me hard and fast - and it really set me thinking, and some rethinking, too. the rethinking part is rather unnerving, i suppose its something i'd put off for quite awhile now. i hope it isnt stubborn folly thats motivating me to hold this together. ignorance can be bliss - but then again, it goes the same way for self-delusion, which is really foolish. but she's right - true friendship = no holds barred. openness, trust, honesty, security. no fear, whatsoever.

perfect love casts out fear.

was struggling to get my readers' digest essay competition essay out today. it was really strange, how i got this absolutely exasperating (TO THE MAX) writer's block. had about more than 2 hours to work on it, but i wound up with nothing concrete on my paper. its a really foreign feeling, cuz writer's block is something really new. and its only for the opening ! sentences i could use for my content kept popping up while i was trying to think of a decent opening. raahh. its alright. the deadline's tuesday. God will provide [:

having mixed feelings about the interview on monday. something feels wrong. out of place, somehow.

agm on wednesday ! and i'm actually beginning to feel the reluctance of leaving, when i'd been dying to leave all along. hahh.

today's altar call was a sight i'll remember for a long time to come. it speaks volumes and volumes. and its infinitely encouraging. its just like God waving a pompom (maybe two, and all the angels too) reminding us that He's in this battle with us.

do pardon the pompoms, its just another idiosyncracy. ughh.

see? i told you so. sticks out tongue and goes nannynannypoopoo.

you lose.

i dont need a thousand cranes.

just one God will suffice.

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