all i ask of you ;

went out to catch the phantom of the opera last night with my sis. was a great treat ! (: fabulous, the singing, the acting, the props, lights - everything ! felt very blessed - been wanting to watch the phantom for a long time - even before it came to singapore. was rather discouraged by the ticket prices, but well got to go all thanks to my sis and parents (:

skipped school today. was friggin tired. cant imagine how tired my sis must be. kinda regretting it a little now, but wednesdays are rather meaningless anyways. 3quarts of my day would be spent lounging around doing nothing. (during PE, assembly and PDP.)

results. just realised my l1r5 for commontest was 4points more than the one i'd calculated. woah, right. met the target for two of my subjects so far, namely biology and english. others have improved, but not significantly. ohwell !

everyone gets insecure sometime.
its just how we deal with it. i realise i dont like to dwell on issues like that. issues that i have no control over. call it running away, or whatever you deem fit, but i dont even know if thats a good or bad thing yet. thats better off than being a worrywart, no? read and reread the rather broody essay i wrote for midyears. its a good piece, but i dontknow why i wrote it. disturbs me every time i read it.

as insecurity seeps in lazily, i hope You hear me. i hope; that You arent disappointed, that there's more i can do. worship can be carried out in many aspects. all in all, i hope You'll never forsake me. sometimes i think, i feel so alone. but then again, that little voice inside chides me for that silly thought.

i like michael's character in prisonbreak.

ms lee said. you cannot peak during the midyears, if you get 80, get 85 for prelims and os.

rather disoriented now.