sometimes,

i miss reading ian's poetry. and writing.

got some results today, went for meeting like i told myself i should. well, it meant missing caregroup, but i guess i have to put in my last bit for the council before it ends. somehow the rashness of people never ceases to amaze me over and over. not for a good reason, though. and when they start regretting, i dontknow, it makes me want to smack them upsidedown somehow, for being so foolhardy in the first place.

and now unnecessary sacrifices have been made. sigh.

next few weeks going to be filled with council work - already have meetings scheduled till the following week after the next one. made a little promise; but it counts ! no matter how little it is.

i need time to think, to breathe. too much emotion to handle in a day.

okay that was random. wonder how jk's doing now.