the hardest part of this;

been doing a lot of thinking lately, maybe more than necessary.

it upsets me greatly, when people upset people i love. and you actually had me thinking that you'd changed for the better, that you'd finally made an exception and treated her as a true friend. but i guess i was wrong about you (again), like i was the last time. i still love you, guess thats why i'm disappointed. i just pray that you'll discover God's love soon, instead of looking for it in all the wrong places and of course, taking your friends for granted.

i remember the teaching about unfailing love. i think i heard it the first/second time i went to Hope (if i remember right.) God's love never fails.. to amaze me.

i hope my scabs heal fast, cuz theyre hindering my movements a lot. and i dont take much pleasure in bathing anymore. ): i cant really bend my left knee and my elbow keeps banging stuff and people keep grabbing my hand without knowing (or remembering) that the ugly monster scab is still there. rah.

can you try your best and yet feel disappointed ? i was.

Discontentment says: time to work harder ! raaaahhhhh chiongzxczxczcx.

i'm afraid of manymany things.
but then again, its a silly thought.
cuz i know God is in control, and that He'll give me everything i need.

God, 就靠你了!

oh, did i mention that the scab on my elbow is heart-shaped ?
haha, God loves me despite the fact that i'm dumdum sometimes.

bulletin is gonna be prettier this week. (: (: (: