i'll bring you more than a song

just so you know, i read your blog. and no, there's been no misunderstanding of any sort. (: (just in case the post was meant for me. heh.)

i miss the company school brings, be it withfriends you dont really know, but are (strangely) comfortable with.
teachers who seem to be monsters, but turned out to be really motherly.
teachers who laugh at you for being bad at math.
friends who go to school together with you in the morning and teach you physics on the bus.
friends who are far, yet close.
friends you can laugh extremely loudly with without caring if anyone looks.
friends who're twice as crazy about piercings as you are.
friends who try to make you waver in your faith (for God) but succeed in just the opposite.
friends you can share your aspirations for council with.
friends you can chat up anytime, (and hug, too.)
friends you love so much, but sometimes it doesnt work out..
friends you just love poking fun at, and eating steamboat dinners with.
friends who inspire and motivate you, on and off the court.
friends you have at the back of your mind all the time.
friends you do stupid stuff with, but never really understand.
friends.. you cant fathom.
friends you always look out for, and love like a little sibling. (though he's obviously taller.)
friends whom you can laugh at for doing stupid stuff (almost all the time), and be stupid with.
friends you know you can always count on, (and vice versa, of course.)
friends who know you too well.

i guess i'm just missing spending time with people in school. school's not much of a drag anymore, with such people around. then again, i'm really thankful for all these people, for all the good and bad times ive spent in school. cuz even if there were tough times, i know ive definitely benefitted from them, probably even more than ive benefitted from the good times there. God is good. (: and sometimes tough love works better, too.

ohwell. so much for nostalgia. holidays arent too bad either. tries not to gloat* just afraid that i'll lapse into this perpetual holiday mood and that i wont be ready for school when it finally starts in april. really hope i can go for the thai camp though !

i think i want my a math textbook back. helping the sec4s in west with their homework has left me feeling rather insecure about my studies. and its not like the course i chose comprises of subjects that i'm good at. in fact, its the exact opposite.

all the muscles in my body i forgot about are aching today. that includes the poor half-purple toe of mine. i'm REALLY hoping the toenail doesnt drop off or something. grosss.

i'm really thankful for my leaders. every little bit counts, whether its counselling this very confused/fickle person about jae or simply doing what you do, growing the people youve been entrusted with. its not an easy job ! and definitely less glamorous than everyone else thinks, i think. (what's glamour worth, really.)

i dont approve. i really dont. but if youre so bent on wasting away and ignoring everyone else's advice, i guess i can only pray.

ive declared this week free hugs week ! physical touch isnt my love language, but you can still love people that way, no? (: