i called, You answered.

pictures from mcg !obstacle course ! eugene and shimin were the main culprits for dirtying the pretty floor.
squishing the balloon ! many people complained that it wasnt possible in the beginning, but.. heh.
captain's ball.. with cabbage. HEH.
in the kitchen with the fridge that makes icecubes for you ! coolness.
one last (ahlian) kodak moment. before i bade farewell to that ghastly fringe.
me and my sheepy(s). love them.

life is good i cant complain.

mcg was today. (yesterday, technically speaking) and if success of the mcg is calibrated purely by the number of visitors, it was a complete failure.

well, to me it wasnt. perhaps it didnt fulfill the purpose we'd set out for, but i think it's benefitted the group in a way which coincides with our needs. indeed, God knows best. maybe we need more of that, and to realign our hearts for this common cause before we can experience any major growth.

maybe.

my fringe is dark coloured again. and it doesnt feel as spoilt as it did when i first bleached it, kudos to keith and yongmei who seemed to take a lot of pleasure in helping to dye those measly strands of gold bangs. thank God for them. (:

good intentions, i can understand. but why leave out the explanation ? it leaves me confused. and frustrated. i wasnt trying to be difficult (or worse, angsty) but i really want to understand. i dont think i'm immature to the extent that you cant give it to me straight.

if i really am, you could just tell me so.

i make efforts, (sacrifices, even.) i really do. why else do you think i'm so available every time people ask if i'm free to hang out ? and yet its ironic how the differences are made even more apparent as we spend more time with each other. i'm exasperated, especially after what happened today. i'm a quality time person, so i guess that explains a lot in itself. perhaps this isnt the best way to connect, but i dont know of any other method.

i guess i could retreat back into what i'm comfortable with, (which is, in plain words, being antisocial.) but i guess ive ventured too far out of my comfort zone to make it a wasted trip. grit your teeth and keep going, girl.

Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe. - Philippians 2:14-15

every wasted day, becomes a wasted chance.

dont let that be you.