sometimes words get in the way

baby joy !

its been quite a tough week, with the flu bug and cough being such relentless pests. but its alright ! doesnt make me blessed any less. (:

i thought about how difficult it is to love people at times. or perhaps, all the time, for special cases. perhaps that last line just catapulted a person's name into your head, and you cringe at the very thought. but have we ever wondered, that many a time, we're difficult to love as well ? that was what God put in my heart today. none of us are as lovable as we picture ourselves to be, and all of us know how real that is. it only depends on how much our pride wants us to know it. thinking about criticising others ? take a good look at yourself first. perhaps only then, will we realise that we're not at the liberty to pick at someone's flaws, when ours are even more glaring than theirs.

i saw, and i guess its meant for me. i didnt expect you to be so resigned. is there really nothing worth fighting for ? perhaps i didnt mean as much as i thought i did.

sigh. perhaps this calls for more patience and trust in Your timing.

pained.