be every colour that you are

exam kit ! from my lovely cg, though i'm not having exams. i'm a fongus ! declares robert's adorable mushrooms. really thoughtful of them. (:

witnessed a rather unpleasant scene yesterday on the way home. sigh. perhaps i shouldve done something when the man was threatening to get aggressive (and he did seem like he meant it) with the older man. he really scared me though, cuz he was shoving and pushing the poor old man and yelling an assortment of obscenities in his face. was an extremely unbearable sight. i'm pretty sure it was over something trivial, and thought it was utterly ridiculous for the younger man to throw a petty fit over it. not that he gets anything out of putting up such a display for all the world to see. distaste on our parts, perhaps. at his irrational behaviour.

its frightening, what can happen when a person allows his adverse emotions to take over his rational thoughts.

the week has been good so far ! with qt sessions early in the morning to kickstart the day ! (: thank God the week is ending, and for youth day holiday too.

i'm not sure what triggered the sudden urgency, perhaps it was ms teo's repetitive "seven weeks" that kicked reality in. its a wonderfully rare feeling - knowing what you want for yourself in life and making plans to reach that goal. perhaps it might mean me taking the road less travelled by most around me, and it'll probably result in all sorts of repercussions; with the varying expectations of people. i guess its disappointing when people scoff at your aspirations, saying that theyre too far, or simply unattainable. but well, no one ever said it'd be easy. will hang on to God's word for now ! and listen to opinions and advice from the wiser people around. i remember something jk told me before, something about pursuing my dreams and not succumbing to people's expectations and society's norms. thats an encouraging thought.

i think i really need guidance in that. wont want to be plunging headfirst into something i'm not too sure about.

so much for dreaming ! but first, school.