not exactly an update

Been away for a really long while ! Been busy, and after the busyness I kinda got a little lazy to update since its already been un-updated for so long anywayy. But well, here I am.

CNY's been okay so far, nothing very different from the years before save for the fact that I didnt go shopping for new clothes. And I didnt feel any inclination either, since I guess I'm kinda satisfied with my BKK stash/too lazy to be bothered about shopping just for the sake of it. Seriously loving my Vans though ! And the awesome phone. Goodbye phone-that-shuts-down-every-2minutes/seconds-forever yay !

Past month/s through my hiatus have been kinda tough in more than one way, but things are on a slow but steady (I hope) uphill climb for the better. (: Been an absolute nuisance/terror to the people around me at many points but I'm just so thankful for their love/patience with me. (: Hooray.

I think as long as we're aware, we can be on a constant route of self-discovery. Atleast thats what Ive concluded after some good time spent swimming/jogging on my own. More incentive to exercise ! Wahahaa. Let's hope that actually translates into something substantial, hmm.

Something I discovered: fasting from chilli/spicy stuff for me is excruciatingly difficult ! Gosh it was probably one of the hardest everrrr. Its interesting how something small like that can turn out to be sucha big deal when you have to stay off it for awhile (why does this sound like smoking hmmmm) But cool, if I didnt fast from it I probably wouldnt have realized that I was so dependent/used to having it around (Yessss I eat spicy stuff every day. With almost everything I eat.) It's chilli for me, so what about you ? (;

Its two weeks before holidayssss ! (which also means one week to exams, ugh) Really really looking forward to holidays. No school for the next 7months yo ! :D Not really worried about internship, really. This is as honest as it gets. I'm just hoping for a good schedule and that I'll be with Pearlyn. And I maintained that I shall have a joyful heart no matter what I get. As long as these 2 criteria are fulfilled, whee ! Well even if they arent, I guess God will help me find a way around it. (:

Speaking of Pearlyn, I'm so so thankful for her ! (Hello mommmeee are you reading this) Too many things which are too important to be listed on this lousy white page so I shant. I know Ive thanked you before but I guess you can never do too much of this sorta stuff.. so..

THANK YOU PEIPEI :D I meant the PS in my photocard ! ♥

Life's sucky times are so much easier to go through with awesome people around.