zonked.

the powers of macbook. i'm the only one who looks normal here. HAHA. (besides shah and his oversized head.)

its tuesday, and i'm totally zonked. havent met any sheep. i tell myself i'm squeezing out as much time as i can, but am i really ?

things to thank God for:

you, over and over.

that migraines visit less often, even when i sleep less.

that He's faithful, even when i'm not.

the people around me, whether its people from church, friends from rv or tp.

the (almost) weekly dinners with clem and ben, that remind me that there are better ways to handle poly life.

my lappy that doesnt fail me. (not yet, anyway)

little reminders from mister H.S, of my own convictions, and to get my heart right.

people who sacrifice for me, at their own expense.

the list is endless, really. thats why i find it ludicrous (minus the humour) when people cant think of a single thing to say during testimony.

been thinking about getting a cca, cuz its exactly one of the things you need for university admission; something more, you know ? typical. but then again, its dumb. cuz i cant possibly cope with that and everything else and come home and still have time for time-consuming, exasperating projects like WRTORAL.

conclusion. dont join a cca. not now, anyway. maybe next year. or something.

its gonna be a long week.