principle of accountability

Every day
I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it's all because you're by my side

5 weeks to camp
4 weeks of school left
2 weeks (or so) to flying Boeing 737
2 weeks to family chalet
1 week to shixin sheeep's birthday

thanks for bringing up that topic again, one ive been trying to evade talking/thinking about for a long time. no point in running i guess, since its gonna catch up with me sooner or later. talking about it really helped me feel better (somehow) and of course it reminded me of how dumb i was, never learning my lesson despite being taught both the easy way and the hard. i'm glad we talked about things in the end, not exactly in detail (the trauma level in talking about that would probably have skyrocketed) but at least getting things out into the open. no more questionable relationships for you huh, estella.

well, bitter medicine can be good for you. (:

ive been thinking about this line ive been hearing many times (probably cuz ive been listening to this song many times)

'Its not faith if you're using your eyes' - Miracle by Paramore

it's not faith anymore, if you can see it or explain it with logical reasoning, no ?

enlighten me if i'm wrong. :)