two is better than one

Some days, I look at Torto and think of you. Some part of me still aches a little for what we were and what we could have been, and the stupidity of what caused us to fall apart.

I must STOP:
eating things that keep my sorethroat around. (3 weeks and counting.. whatta persevering virus.)
finding randomly meaningful things to do at 1am and end up sleeping at 3.
downloading JoshFarro's photos off Tumblr like some fangirl ughhh.
spending too much time online doing useless things (like the above).
being angsty and having anal thoughts.
PROCRASTINATING.
making excuses for myself.

I must:
smile more
sing more
post more letters
think happy thoughts
play more guitar
read more
Photoshop more
spend more time with people I ♥

Basically.. do stuff that makes me happy.

What, you mean I'm supposed to go to all sorts of complicated/expensive/fancy schmancy extents to make myself happy ?

Doesnt work that way. Not for me, anyway.

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