if love aint just a joke

it's been the longest time, world.
and the past fiftythree days have been pure madness, to say the least.

to break it all down, i ( in no chronological order)

hunted down haji lane (at a bad time, since it was deepavali ugh)
screamed/sang myself hoarse at linkin park's concert,
got my hair dyed, (LOL at the picture)
mugged at starbucks till they hated our guts,
caught courage (its the dog's name) on tv. :DDDD
had wonderful wonderful cg,

and above all, i got baptised. (:

honestly, i'm really worn out. not purely by exams, but also by the mad rush for seniors' farewell after that. its been madness, and we finished them all in one day and a half. pats self on the back* and i realise how my body just refuses to boot up quickly when i dont get enough sleep. its irksome.

i get really peeved when people unload at totally inappropriate moments. since the conversation is supposed to be purely work-related, then leave it that way. i dont see the point in complaining instead of actually jumping right in and changing the situation. its really tiresome, you know. when the baggage starts tumbling down on you at the moment that you least expect it.

sgb's starting again, and i dont know if i'm dreading it hah. to be honest, i'm supposed to be doing what i did last year, which means lounging around and acting like i'm really busy doing something at hq. i'll see how things go when it starts on the 26th, but if there's really nothing for me, then i really dont see why they need me as full time staff.

i'm excited, but apprehensive. nothing's been set in stone. and i realise more and more, how inadequate i really am, as each day passes. it can be unnerving.

this is really random rambling. it's one am, and i'm zonked.

saturday's near. (: