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Kinda wordy. Bear with me !

Seems like my holidays are even busier than the usual school days.

My days start at 8am though ! (Or a little earlier, if I'm feeling extra perky) Must squeeeeze the most I can get out of the holidays, since its gonna be the last long one in a long time. Been getting 6 hours of sleep (or less) on average but I feel good anyway cuz the time spent in the day is fruitful (:

(About the lack of sleep.. let's save that topic for another day.)

Am thankful that amidst all the hustle and bustle, that God still speaks in the most wondrous of ways to encourage and strengthen (:

Past week hasnt been easy, but it was an insightful one, learnt and gained much from various people and experiences and got to know some people better too !

(No pictures this time. I somehow magically didnt bring the camera out. WHY. D:)

Been feeling more and more inclined to being asocial lately, just so I can quieten myself down to think..

I (not-very secretly) love it.
Am thinking of getting a nice little notebook (Moleskine !) to carry around wherever I go so I can jot down all my random musings/inspiration. I always end up forgetting some stuff that I randomly thought of that were worth pondering over. It pisses me off bad. Maybe being able to multitask means you have poorer memory..

Nevermind I think its just forgetful me.

I know I say this so often but, service today was exactly what I needed.
E X A C T L Y. Am so motivated and inspired to make things right despite opposition/difficulties. Like I said the week's been tough, but the encouragement that's been given to me has been way more than enough to tide me through. (:

From my dancing sheep's tumblr.

Shall end with this ! If youre bored (with holidays/holiday homework/just homework/mugging etc.) youre entitled to steal this ! (:

FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:
Thank you for loving me.
Let's put all differences aside, and just.. talk.
HUG !
I know a remedy for the emo-ness you feel.
I know Ive already thanked you, but I'm so so so glad youre here for me.

TEN things about yourself:
I
am constantly amazed by God.
am proud to be a bookworm. (Yeah, geeky glasses ftw)
am not a fan of wintermelon tea.
And sourplum juice.
And veggies.
(That makes.. 5 things already.)
am very thankful for my friends. (i.e Bestf, Twin, ppl from church and school)
can be very hard to please, yet easily contented (its subjective).
like to write.
like painting nails. For me and others.
have the best siblings in the world. :D

SEVEN ways to win your heart:
Not
gonna
tell.
Too
bad
for
you.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
What can I learn from this ?
How can I be thankful in this situation ?
I want to sleep..
Take picture !
Random tunes/lines from songs
What if one day..

FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:
Spend time with God
Brush my teeth (and all that)
Write in my journal
Think of what I'm doing the next day

FOUR things you see right now:
Kinderjoys (2 !) from my little brother (:
My Starbucks drinkware
Holga !
Phone(s)

THREE songs that you listen to often:
(For now)
Arms Open Wide - Hillsong
Ignorance - Paramore
With You - Linkin Park

TWO things you want to do before you die:
See my family come to know God
Church plant ! (Or whatever it is God wants me to do)

ONE confession:
I think I wonder too much.

Took uber long to do this cuz I was viewing rv's syf dance videos on Facebook. (Anggun and all that) and I realize how zai (ttm !) Anggun really was. Hoho.

Tomorrow's notebook/guitar hunting day ! And it'll be a new week again (: Got so much I wanna do.

Oodles noodles toodles ! xoxo