too many barriers.

At the library. (I was bored.)

rvcg :D missing sheem shix yangq and amanda.

Clique's visit on Wed ! :D
Well I don't know how to say this right

And the words got me choking

I keep hitting this wall

It's never gonna fall

And we're still broken

This mountain we've been trying to climb

It's never ending

Just can't do nothing, gotta do something

Cause if we don't open up our eyes

We're just pretending

I just downloaded his entire album.

Looks guilty* (If I werent so broke I'd have bought it, serious !) Its one of the really rare ones with more than a handful of nice songs. (Though I think the lyrics/music arent exactly fantastic or my type.) But still, nice voice ! Whee.

The week is nearly over !

And its CCN tomorrow, which is kinda slackish I guess. Yay, thank God. What's best is that Airport Ops presentation is postponed till TWO WEEKS from now ! Grins like an idiot*

Heh, God really knows what I need. Happy.



I realise how little time I'm spending with my family.

Got home earlier than usual after caregroup today and managed to spend some time with Grandma and Mummy and the boy (aka my little brother). And it just felt so.. good. I cant really remember the last time I said something other than the usual greetings to my parents. I know its gonna sound ironic/dumb, but I miss them so much.

Okay I shall choose to do something about it instead of sighing !

I felt very.. humbled this week.

Whether its through people, or stuff I hear or stuff I just thought about. Not humbled to the extent that it dissipates my self-esteem, I mean. Just humbled, to improve myself and to learn from everyone around.

I get (insanely) miffed when I see people being superficial and fake.

INSANELY. It drives me crazy sometimes, especially when the people are supposedly close to me and stuff. Not that they do it to me, (But I guess I wouldnt know, huh ?) but it makes me even madder when they do it to people that matter to me. What's so hard about being real about how you feel ? Thats why I really cant care less when people ask why I hardly dress girly-ly. Cuz if all you care about is how I look like when you're my friend then sorry, thats not even a friendship worth having.

Aiya, I could go on and on about this, but I guess thats how a lot of people are. I'm just thankful for the close friends that I have.

It's Friday tomorrow ! Just one more day to Saturday. (((((((((((((((: I'm bringing the boy (my little brother) to church ! Happy. :D :D

Life can be good. Its just a matter of perspective. (;