although the winds may blow

Was feeling kinda bored, so I decided to skim thru the 400+ entries in my old blog. And I realised so many things ! That I was actually an ultra angsty emokid, very pessimistic, super low self-esteem, vulgar, ungrateful and ahh the list is endless. Was pretty amusing though, I was so cryptic in some of the entries that I couldnt even figure out what I was writing about. d:

The love I seek is so deep, so faithful and true, I wonder if I will ever find someone that will love me in the way I desire. It goes deeper than passion, but as simple as politeness. I desire understanding, and an unfaltering trust. Someone that other than my Father, that I can run to when the world is cruel. Someone who will warm my heart with kindness and firmly speak truth to me in love. Someone that will sit and read with me but will also dance in the rain with me. Love is a funny thing. So often "found" and not kept. Why? Well it is because it was never found, for if it was it would be like a treasure, held tightly and never let go, valued above other things. -A. Steele

Actually I'm not seeking it now la. But anyhow. Cool stuff right ! That's probably the only thing that makes any sense (and I didnt even write it, zz) besides all the other emo/angsty crap. HAHA. Aye everyone is dumb once okay. I'm glad God has brought me a long way from then. No more emoing ! ahahaa.

People I miss.