all i need is You, Lord.

edit;
tomodachi = friends

calling the various places to book venues for west anniv with christine was fun. and its interesting how cranky people can make you cranky just by being cranky. (cool, try saying that real fast.) i felt kinda sad for the ugly chicken puffs at starbucks (momentarily) cuz theyre given such a sad name despite the fact that theyre rather delectable. oh well. shrugs* retail therapy was truly therapeutic, hah. i actually got a dress ! (this kinda reminds me of tracee's cny message hehheh) i dont think i'll be heading to bugis again anytime soon, we inhaled so much second-hand smoke today my clothes smell like imma smoker myself. cringes* we saw many things today, like two bunches of cranky hooligans beating each other up (for real) and a girl learning to smoke. (she looked younger than me) if i didnt overhear wrongly, its cuz she wanted to be able to fit in when her friends went clubbing next time.

i guess its not uncommon nowadays, but that doesnt make it any less disturbing.

calling this week the holidays is such an irony cuz everyone is noticeably busier this week. speaking of which, my week got even more hectic, after a few tweaks here and there.

tues - unit prayer meet, pool with tomodachiz, dinner with patlim
wed - shepherding, metamorphosis
thurs - caregroup at sentosa ! (YAYNESS)
fri - shepherdingx3
sat - unit ff

sometimes, i think reality truly kicks in when things are said out loud. its not like ive never toyed with the notion, but the fact that its so in-my-face real now really scares me. i know they say things have changed, and that tertiary service isnt as (whatever the adjective) as it once was, but the thought of having to transfer is just.. unsettling.

aiya, i realise saying all that was dumb cuz the solution is so simple.
just trust God. (:

posting, cuz i was camera lady today.



this looks so wrong.




kbox today wasnt as bad as i thought it'd be. and i got away with singing dao dai (jolin tsai) and a few lines of yi shi de mei hao with analogue. grins in trumph-* i still cringe when i have to sing into the microphone, though.

this week's gonna be one of the busiest yet.
mon - shepherdingx2
tues - unit prayer meet, medical checkup, pool with tomodachiz
wed - metamorphosis
thurs - caregroup at sentosa ! (YAYNESS)
fri - shepherdingx2

not forgetting that there's work almost every day. i've got 5 weeks before orientation, and i'm getting the jitters. still dont know how long it takes to travel to school from here, ugh. joining wakeboarding is an attractive option, but i think i know better than to sign myself up for more (unnecessary) commitments.

i should really kick the habit of excessive multitasking.

that fear keeps rearing its ugly head at me time and again. but i remember Your promises, and things are still scary, but its not so bad, knowing You'll be by my side every step of the way.

i made a promise, (for what its worth, anyway) and i intend to keep it.