if everyone loved, and nobody lied

was intending to blog yesterday, but had to go offline by ten. forgot about it till the internet was switched off. :/

acupuncture is the most traumatising form of treatment ive ever received so far. :/ its not the piercing of the needle into your skin that hurts, but rather where the needle goes. the doctor stuck the needle at the region near the ligament i always get twisted up and it felt fine. then he stuck it somewhere at the inside of my ankle where ive got this extra bone jutting out and it hurt like _. its crazy ! thank goodness he didnt insist on wiggling it the way he did the first time. zz. horrid. hopefully it gets better. if it doesnt, i'd be thinking thrice and four times about going back there for acupuncture treatment ):

gahh low threshold of pain. pardon that.

ankle's gonna be bandaged for two more days ! then we'll see how things go. now i'm popping 16pills a day including vitamin supplements. 0_0 okay the number sounds scary, but its really nothing much. (:

why do people let themselves sink into a state of self-denial when something they dont wish to happen is happening to them? damn. it gets tiring to advise. whether its naivete or pure ignorance, its getting tiring.

oh forgot to mention that i'm supposed to be off sour food, cold drinks, chicken and spicy food. thats like the worst combination ever ! no spicy goodies ): sob. the rest i can do without. gah. and no green chili till further notice. z stupid leg.

i hate the inconvenience a bandage brings. it makes you slow, clumsy and inefficient.

i'm almost through reading my extremely thick book ! haha its been a lovely story so far.

alright i'd better be off. wanted to blog about something i thought of sitting in the rain waiting for the doctor today. but oh well, it isnt important.

chem test. dora's report. math homework.

motivation. where.

you are the puzzle i dont want to solve anymore.